83th

but this one rascal

keep reminding me

of things i wanted to forget

little did you know,

u re slowly pushing me 

away from you

and letting me

lost in that place.

it is supposed to be 

US

against 

THE WORLD.

nah

let me carry this exanimate body

enjoying every single dramas

cause we got so little time here

silently, i'm counting days

to finish

everything '.'

84th

2 years syndrome

this little piece of mine, wanted to go home

but she forgot that

it is fully occupied, that is no longer hers.

after all this while,

after all this while

after all this while

I THOUGHT I WAS HAPPIER

dont call my name

even if in my dreams

u appear like an angel

my heart beats faster

something i forgot how it feels 

i hated u for a reason

;

i ha t e m y s e l f

i promise to let u stay in peace

goodbye 

85th

Rasa yang dipeti kan

Tangis yang dibotol kan

Kata yang dibeku kan

Menyelinap singgah seketika

Hari ini.

Seketika itu aku kelemasan

Sesakku lelah menahan tangisan

Sekian kalinya ngeri semalam jadi imbasan

Hati.Mata.Lidah ; cekalkan.

Hari ini.

Singgahan sementara itu cuma peringatan

---

Yang kau cuma ada kau,

Sama seperti dulu--

Luahlah pada ramai 

Siapa yang mengerti,

Sama seperti dulu--

86th

Berhenti berlagak manis

Lali sudah aku merasa

Kejung lidah payau tekak

Tidak lut lagi dengan kemanisan kata

Tidak akan bisa kau 

Mempengaruhi jiwa manusia kental

Mungkin dia atau dia

Akan tertunduk lemah

Namun tidak aku.

Jadi,

Berhenti jadi murah.

(Julai,2013)